So Im sure its been an obscene amount of time since Ive updated? Im guessing Im going on 2 years? nevermind dont tell me DONT TELL ME
Im coming down from some kind of high from THAT episode of Adventure Time that just finished airing. Hooo boy. It fired off a quake of FEELS that shook throughout the fandom. I want to catch up on the episodes but I cant help that a bunch of them just sort of bore me? When its good its really good and the rest are meh. I think knowing that the show has darker secrets behind its seemingly sugary backdrop is what really piques my interest more than the episodes where Finn and Jake have to give a Snail an enema or something... Oh- and Lumpy Space Princess, where would I be without my precious LSP. Love her.
Also got into Gravity Falls. Its great, I love the setting. The characters are cute but Grunkle Stan is my favorite, which surprised me. Must be the whole counterfeit sweatshop thing. Who knows. Although what is up with the character designs? There are characters with 4 fingers, and characters with 5 fingers AND IT DRIVES ME UP THE WALL.
Motorcity. Again, I love it for the setting. The writing is pretty bland and juvenile but I get SERIOUS Battle Angel Alita vibes from the world, Which is RAAAAAAAAD. The colors, Character models, and backgrounds are very well done. Also I must mention Brendon Small provides the very Metal Soundtrack...I would love to watch this show on something just so I can make it through the kiddy time safeness.
I guess thats 3 fandoms I could get into (4, if you count my little pony but I want noting to do with bronys) Ugh, I could use some new fandoms. Last one I got tits deep into was Durarara and to be honest its more merch than canon and I never liked the author's writing style anyways. Im crossing my fingers for a second season, gonna see how it ends when the time comes around and hope for the best.
New fandoms sound pretty good right now, seeing as how I need a major distraction from my social life. Decided to quit facebook and Im sticking to Tumblr and Pinterest and the occasional /co/ thread that is related to my shows. I would love to get in to live streams as my favorite cartoons air but I dont think my old dell is buff enough for it. I know, picking a 4chan board over facebook, great job Vanessa- but I guess that level of obsession is safe in small doses and much better than refreshing a Facebook Feed and being obsessed with other peoples social lives and not even knowing it.
Wompa tweeted to me "Facebook breeds Hostility" and I just snapped recently and decided...yeah it really fucking does. I just went through a rough patch with Logan's friends. They had gossip about me that wasnt true and what set me over the edge was that they spread it knowing they had no proof.
I had friends on facebook that approached me in private that honestly...just managed to piss me off even more with their opinion on crap they didnt even know. I think they were just prying. Looking back, 3 people approached me to pry and I wound up talking about it and then I sat back with regret and just realized...
You know what, it was none of your fucking business.
If I dont tell you, or I dont publish it on some bullshit social media platform. Its none of your business. Because you really dont care, you just think you are entitled to know. If you were a true friend thats one thing but really Im starting to realize how warped the meaning of that is when you have a creation like Facebook blurring the line by making you tune into anybody's personal lives. Maybe theres a mistake I made by airing too much when I thought I was airing enough.
ugh. I dont know when I will be done being fustrated. Maybe Im really easy to piss off, but I havent been on FB for a few days so far and Im doing alright. I dont really want to see my friends and Im doing okay. Theres people that werent always there that I realize are good people. Id rather be growing into new skin than living in an old husk. Theres a School in New Jersey I want to apply to this year and I just finished a workshop that will help me get employed in the screen printing industry. Everything isnt coming up Milhouse, but I have to start somewhere, and that means cutting some ridiculous internet habits and starting new ones that actually engage me more than a status update.
I love u Tumblr!!!!!!!!!!!!!